Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Perfect


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sem baru nak mula dah tak lama lagi.. and its going 2 be my last year of my undergraduate period.. InsyaAllah.. tapi aku rasa college life atau 'chapter' hidup aku kat UUM ni bukanlah yg terbaik mungkin disebabkan pointer aku yg tak seberapa.. huhu.. tapi aku kena bagi tau jgk kat abah keadaan pointer aku tu.. tanpa sebarang respon abah just diam sambil tengok tv.. shari kemudian mama melaporkan kat aku yg abah bgtau kat mama yg abah bersyukur dengan keadaan aku sekarang ni walaupon dengan pointer yg tak seberapa tu tp dia dah cukup berbangga aku dah berjaya masuk U utk mendapatkan ijazah pertama aku neh.. hm.. sedih n terharu la jgk aku dgaq.. smbil flashback balik journey aku sblom masuk U neh.. betapa buaihnya aku kat sekolah dulu.. mcm budak takdak wawasan ja.. tp akhirnya aku smpai gak ke tahap ni.. haha.. susahnya mengalas harapan mama dan abah.. huhu..

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect


sorry abah.. i never meant to hurt u.. apit akan try yg terbaik utk final year ni.. thanks for u 'support' and prayers..


ur buaih n stubborn son;
Syaufiq 'Blacksweet' Ahmad

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